Mommy Artiste

       WOW has it been a long time since I have last posted on here. Over a year. Honestly, a lot has happened in the past year, that has made me realize how much better I need to become at organizing the tasks at hand, with the time I have. Over this past year, I have also learned who and what is imporatnt, and who and what to let go of. Kind of gettting ahead of myself, here, I know.          Anyways, to start off, it has been an eventful past year. I am still going to school for 3D animation, and honestly, I love it more and more as the time goes on. I have already taken most of my english, math, science, and speech courses, so most of what I have left are art and computer classes. Which, honestly, is how I set it up on purpose. To keep me going. To keep me interested. For my first 3 semesters, I maintained a 4.0 GPA, but with a lot of stuff that happened last semester, my GPA was around a 2.5/3.0. No excuses, though, as everyone has thin...

          When you have a baby, your first thought is usually happines,tears of joy, and such huge possibilities for that babies' future. You don't think about everything bad that can or will happen. When I had my son, besides the depression, all I could think about was how he was changing my world and how it's just the start of the impact he will have on this world. As he is growing up, with all of these terrible things going on in the world, most people's first instincts would be to hide their child in a bubble in the house and tell them how cruel of a world this is, and that the world outside is dangerous. I can't say that I haven't thought about doing that, for a few seconds. When I think about things, though, I am starting to realize that you CAN'T live your life in fear. If you do, what kind of life is that, constantly looking over your shoulder; waiting for something bad to happen? Holing you and your family up in the house; afraid that if you go to t...